Remedy

Remedy

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Christy pale catwa mesh head applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara mesh body

Eyes: IKON- Odyssey in Dusk

Hair: little bones- Alive @ Uber

Bracelet: League– Wanderer Jewelry Set

Dress: Dead Dollz- Savage Beauty @ The Fantasy Collective 

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Hell Hath No…

Hell Hath No...

Lately, I have been just busy with photos and listing out my credits. I haven’t felt like writing much and possibly because there hasn’t been too much to write about. There are things some like to keep private. I have felt like keeping my last couple of months private, but no more. I am tired. Tired of putting on this mask like things do not matter or bother me. I am tired of being put on the back burner. Tired of not being a priority or even made to feel like I matter. I am tired! So where most people are putting on costumes and spooking things this time of year, I will be taking mine off. Hell hath no fury… TOOTLES

Credits:

Dress: Dead Dollz- Skull dress in white @ The Fantasy Collective

Diving in the Sheets Blindly

Diving in the sheets blindly

I only want three things in life..

To See You

To Feel You

To Kiss You

– Author Unknown

Special thank you to Cub for being my model 🙂

Credits:

Skin: Modish– Ritta Catwa face applier

Head: Catwa– Jessica mesh head

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: Exile- The Countess @ The Fantasy Collective

Bed and Lamps: [ zerikalo ]- Kinky Games ADULT @ ROMP (starts Oct 2nd)

More Beautiful Than Stars

More Beautiful Than Stars

“And in her smile I see something more beautiful than the stars.”

––Across the Universe by Beth Revis

The new Catwa mesh head is out and just a few appliers as of now. I am excited for a certain applier to come out this weekend.. but for now, Modish has a very lovely release out. I love that you can customize the position of your smile and also the animations that are included in the face… and let’s not forget the alphas for hair. AWESOME! Here is just a straight on shot to let you see that it meshes well with most things like the Maitreya body. TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Modish– Ritta Catwa face applier

Head: Catwa– Jessica mesh head

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: DeLa- Analia @ Uber

Necklace: Fawny- Treasure of the Death set @ The Fantasy Collective

Dress: erratic- adriana dress in blueberry @ Uber

Push Past Into The Light

Push Past Into The Light

What happens when you step out of something and into a new life? A little light comes on like a candle flickering deep inside you that was once dark is now filled with life and light. I have been spending more time in RL than in SL and I am very happy with the way things have been going. I started a new business for myself about 2 months ago and have been working really hard with getting everything in a place where I feel good about how it is going. I wouldn’t say I am anywhere near good… of course no one is. If you do not feel you can grow then you won’t push past the boundaries that have been set. I want to push… I want to go far. For this reason… I will probably be sticking with 2 posts a week. I may do 3 if I am having a slower week. But with 2 RL jobs… SL takes the back burner. I still have my favorite designers which I will be showing when I do post. I also need my creative outlet, and since I can’t really be that way with my RL jobs, I will come here and do that when I need some relief. Maybe more photography than blog photos. We will see. TOOTLES!

Credits

Skin: Pumens– Manuela TMP mesh head applier @ Shiny Shabby

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: Exile- The Countess @ The Fantasy Collective 

Dress: Dead Dollz- Hecate in white (maitreya fitted mesh) @ The Fantasy Collective

Guarded Heart

Guarded Heart

I have given this topic quite a bit of thought. The topic I am referring to is of the heart. I sat back thinking about the people who guard themselves. I think every person that reads this blog will be able to think of at least one person who guards their heart from anyone. I honestly feel like there are different reasons for guarding and I wanted to cover some of those and why I think all of this can be good and bad.

First, you need to know what guarding your heart and yourself means. I think the simple answer is that people are tired of getting hurt. They are tired of letting things that don’t matter on an every day basis effect their life. For this reason people will do what they can to guard themselves from being hurt. No one likes to feel disappointment or hurt and especially from things that come from Second Life.

I have heard some things like… “I am in a virtual world and don’t care to let people know anything about myself.” Another comment I have heard is, “I have gotten hurt in the past by opening up, so I choose not to open up to anyone anymore”. These are two very valid statements when you talk about opening up to others in Second Life. I have personally protected myself in the past from constant lies. Lies can come from many things, but we mostly see lies coming from relationships in Second Life.

I think it is important to acknowledge the lies that we tell ourselves before we deal with the lies that we are told by others. A major lie that is told by yourself can be that you need someone else to add value to yourself. The truth is that no one else can add value to your life except you. By living down this lie that you tell yourself you can save yourself a ton of heart ache when or if a relationship ends. Another lie you tell yourself is that everyone is in a relationship so you need to be in one as well. The truth is that you need to do what is right for you and not what others are doing. You have to believe that you are worthy enough to wait for someone and not just settle for what is right now. Do not cheapen yourself. There are many other lies that can be said, but I believe these two are the absolute worse in SL.

Next you need to watch the lies that are told to you. This is where things can get tricky. Most automatically think of a situation where you were lied to in Second Life. I can think of two specific situations which I think most can relate to as well. One was when a family member lied about every aspect of their life to the point of not knowing what was true and what wasn’t. Why tell someone something that isn’t true? We should always focus on what the truth is and if you do not want to share something, then just don’t say anything. That is easier than telling a lie that could potentially hurt someone else. The second thing would be a lie from a partner in Second Life. This partner could be a boyfriend or a girlfriend that you are dating or someone that you are actually partnered to. Whatever type or relationship you have, when lies are told it is hard to gain the trust back. There are some who choose just to never go there and so they think they are safe… but are they?

I often wonder what you get by being distant from others. I tried this at one point and all I became was miserable because I shut people out of most of my life. Yes, I still had general conversations with people, but I never felt like I was better off that way. Maybe I wasn’t ok with shutting people out from my heart because I had been on both side of things. I felt like it is better to open up with a chance of getting hurt than to never know what it feels like to have people genuinely care about you. I am not saying not to guard your heart against the many people who try to enter it, but I think its important to notice who matters and who is worth the time to let in. How to find that out is really up to you! TOOTLES!

Credits:

Skin: Pink Acid– Masuku for Lelutka mesh head

Head: Lelutka– Stella

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Hair: TRUTH– Ami

Jewelry: Empyrean Forge– Mohio bracelet

Dress: Dead Dollz- Ellaria dress in Salmon @ The Fantasy Collective

Ready for the Rest

Ready for the Rest

I am trying to make sure that I get every item blogged that I need to show before I leave for vacation on Sunday. I will be checking in rarely and will not be able to blog, so please forgive me if I am not able to show you everything before then. Everyone needs a vacation right? I also want to mention that Essenz is having her 2nd anniversary sale in store until July 26th. I know this is short notice, but you have plenty of time to still run along and shop. All single shoes are 50% off and fatpacks are discounted to 30%. That is a heck of a deal since her shoes can go with anything and are so amazingly made. One of the best on the grid for sure. TOOTLES!

Credits:

Skin: Pink Acid– Masuku for Lelutka mesh head

Head: Lelutka– Stella

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Odyssey eyes in Sky

Hair: TRUTH– Essena

Necklace: Salt and Pepper- Fea necklace @ The Fantasy Collective 

Dress: Lumiere Apparel– Cocktail dress number 6

Shoes: Essenz- Louisiana heels @ Wayward Carnival

Come and Sit a While

Come and Sit a While

I had planned on doing some work tonight but instead was invited to a Greedy game… so instead of sit here and type out this long thought out post I am going to have a night off and play some games! How about you take a night off from whatever your doing and go shopping. It is an excellent way to spend your time. 🙂 TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe head

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON–  Odyssey eyes in clarity @ The Mens Dept

Hair: +elua+- Oceana @ Summerfest ’15

Jewelry: Salt and Pepper- Vicky earrings and necklace set @ The Fantasy Collective

Dress: Zenith- Oversize shirt @ Shiny Shabby

Shoes: CandyDoll- Chloe boots in Pale Rose @ Kustom9

Summer Linden Shortage

Summer Linden Shortage

Summer is freaking hot! Trying to stay cool during this heat is just getting a little too much so I think it is getting to me mentally. I am seeing things… like… lindens that aren’t there! I tried to buy WAY too much yesterday at all of these events and I got myself into a tad bit of a pickle which was me being upset I ran out and wanted the lounger set and I kind of had a mini melt down before I talked myself into buying more lindens. I then started to brainstorm ways to make some extra bucks and I may have a few ideas that come out in the next couple of weeks. None of these will be to make something because I am designer challenged. Don’t know how they do it! TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin and Head: Swallow- Roberta TMP applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON- Odyssey eyes @ The Mens Dept

Hair: TRUTH– Lyric

Outfit: Dead Dollz- Elsa in pink @ The Fantasy Collective

Shoes: Essenz- Jakarta @ The Fantasy Collective

Pose: La Jolie Rose- Sensuality poses @ The Fantasy Collective

Lounger set: Boudoir- Summer Garden set @ The Fantasy Collective

I Choose Fantasy

3.22.15.1.

“Tonight, I’ve finally learned to tell fantasy from reality. And, knowing the difference, I choose fantasy.”
― David Henry Hwang, M. Butterfly

Credits:

Skin: Glam Affair– Katra skin in Jamaica

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe head

Hair: Magika– Listen *NEW Release*

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes

Ring: studio AKINI- Farfalla ring @ SOU by Creation .jp.

Dress: Dead Dollz- Baineth Dress in blue @ The Fantasy Collective

Pose: Body Language by Sweet Lovely Cute- CloseUp Hands and Face pack B @ SOU by Creation .jp.