Do Your Eyes Deceive you

If what you see by the eye doesn’t please you, then close your eyes and see from the heart. Because the heart can see beauty and love more than the eyes can ever wonder.


Skin: Swallow– Roberta TMP head applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: Buzz– Bewitched eyes in ocean

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Upsidedown @ The Arcade

Shoes: Essenz- Lyon @ The Body Modification Expo


Trust the Light

The feeling of being deceived, completely betrayed by someone so close to your clueless heart. You tell them everything, all the emotions and ideas in your heart, and well, they dont tell you theirs. And that leads to the big mistake. The big mistake I’m still regretting right now. That is losing trust, and never gaining that trust back again because they carved in a big hole in your soft heart that will never heal. When that person spits out every little secret out to someone, and you sit there witnessing it happen, but not saying a word. Thinking to yourself how good of a person you are to not play that mindless sick game with someone with such a heartless, truthful heart. But still taking back those guilty desires to ruin their lives back…”


Skin: Lara Hurley– Iza applier for Lelutka

Head: Lelutka– Stella

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Odyssey eyes in Sky

Hair: Tableau Vivant– Scarlett hair with hat @ Hair Fair 2015

Necklace: Yummy– Gold Luminary set

Bracelet: Kunglers Extra– metalize bracelets

Dress: Salt and Pepper- Lilian dress @ Shiny Shabby

Shoes: CandyDoll- Diamond Flats @ The Chapter Four

I Can’t Get No

I Can't Get No

I am in an oldies mood and have been listening to the song “I Can’t Get No” by the Rolling Stones and have been singing along while playing around with photos and editing. I guess this might not be a good idea since I have been struggling with picking photos. I seem to no longer know the best way to show off others designs always, but I have fun so that is what counts right? Along with my extra time playing, I also had a wonderful friend to create a different logo for myself to go with my new name change. I have to say, I think he did a brilliant job on fixing it for me. Also, to go with my theme song I am singing, I think the way I do my blogs is going to be changing a little. I think I want to start documenting the way I interact with others in SL as far as dating and random encounters. Over the past few days I have had some of the weirdest and funniest encounters with men and I think others might get a kick out of my adventures. You might feel like your not alone with the weirdness that occurs around SL. I will be starting this in the next couple of days and will go out when I need a good story to tell everyone. I hope you all will enjoy the laughs that will come from this. TOOTLES


Head: LeLutka– Mesh Head Stella

Skin and Appliers: Lara Hurley– Alena applier in dark

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Hair: Tableau VIvant- Fresh mess @ Shiny Shabby

Jewelry: random.Matter- Norbu Rings in black @ Uber

Tattoo: Reckless- Haze in faded @ Uber

Dress: Dead Dollz= Persephone in Cerulean @ The Secret Affair


We all tend to hide things well when we don’t want our deepest darkest secrets to be found. I think about this scarf on my head and how easily it hides my hair or if I wanted to cover my face with it I easily could. Maybe we use the computer screen like this scarf. We hide behind the screen so that others don’t get a glimpse at things they may not like. I have sat back thinking this week on secrets. It happens to be the things that we don’t say that end up hurting the worse. We pretend and we act like things are great when they aren’t and then when its out for people to see, you get the sad smirks or the nods or just the “how are you doing?” comments from people who never bothered to see how you were before this. Some might get angry with that, but I find it slightly comforting to know that someone out there does care. They care to know what kind of secrets you hide because maybe they will accept you for how you are and not how you appear on the outside.

I also feel like it is good to think about the times when you feel this way. Maybe as a reminder that you don’t have to feel like this or be like this anymore if you don’t choose it. I look at the people who are closed off and wonder how they could be happy. Maybe you don’t get close to get hurt, but you are part of the problem and the ones who hurt those who do like to get close. I don’t know if any of this makes sense, but its just part of the thought process this week. I would ask that people do yourself a favor. Be real and honest from the start and don’t let little white lies hide who you really are or how you really feel. A song of memory for myself would be photograph by Ed Sheeran which I have had on semi repeat for the past 24 hours. If you are going to listen, please pay close attention to he lyrics. They bring a calm that is a nice relief.  Enjoy and TOOTLES!


Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Luce @ Collabor88

Scarf w/ outfit: SlackGirl- Penumbra scarf, top, and pants with high heels @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Take Shelter

Rain, rain go away! Come again… NEVER! Naw just playing… we do need the rain but I am so sick of these storms. Am thankful we aren’t in the central of all the tornados going around, but we are getting all the after rain from it. Summer is here so I am expecting sun.. instead I am here blogging for all of you because of the rain! I have to say I would probably turn around and complain of the heat and still be inside blogging so either way you get me 🙂 TOOTLES


Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Luce in light browns @ Collabor88

Jacket: V-Spot- Rogue Parka in black @ Dark Style Fair 2

Kissed by the Sun

Happy Anniversary to We ❤ RP! This month We ❤ RP turns two and this means gifts for everyone! Amazing unique roleplay designs with gifts at a few of the designers spots. You will not be disappointed and I bought probably WAY too much. Will take me more than just May to get through all of the items. Happy shopping this month and don’t forget to stop by! TOOTLES


Skin: Glam Affair– Stella Polar Fantasy Line @ We ❤ RP

Head- Lelutka– Stella mesh head

Body- Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body (Free Fantasy appliers for Glam Affair @ We ❤ RP

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Cersei in Light Browns @ We ❤ RP

Headpiece: Fawny- Sweet Rose Wreath in gold @ We ❤ RP

Necklace: Modish- Thalia necklace in sand @ We ❤ RP

Dress: Dead Dollz- Ariadne’s dress in white @ We ❤ RP

Bracers: The Forge- Plaid Bracers in gold @ We ❤ RP

Pose: Apple Spice– Against the wall pose

Lamp: noctis- swamp wanderers standing lamp @ We ❤ RP

Bench: noctis- swamp wanderers bench @ We ❤ RP

Well and bassin: 22769 ~ bauwerk- The little village well and water basin @ We ❤ RP

Someone That I Use To Know

Just when you think you know someone… WOW! I mean there are worse things in life than a white lie but when that lie turns into another lie and another one and then all of a sudden you lie about people you don’t even know or things that never happened.. major things! Just to get attention? How does one begin to even think about this. It is one thing coming from someone you might have little invested in. Do you invest in your relationships in SL? I mean do you put time and effort into them. Can you name your longest friend in SL? It is harsh when a person you have loved and cherished for so long in SL has done nothing but lie. It has taken me a little bit to process this information. How someone you have trusted could take that trust and twist it around. Things lied about weren’t just little white lies anymore. It is probably still too early to write about all of this. The sting from all of this runs so deep and yet its easy for that person to throw things away with no explanation. A why answer from that person would be wonderful. Maybe explain how they could turn to be such a vial human being. Is this what SL has become for some people? Just a place to come and hang out but never to get close and never to just be honest and real with others. I look at this like yes, I am a person behind a screen. My anonymity is wonderful because I can be REAL. You don’t like the real me then take it or leave it but it is me. Why others choose to use that anonymity for horrible reasons is beyond me. My shopping therapy took on a whole new meaning this week with the sudden changes going on. Maybe I was a little bit too mindless and bought a little too much, but your not in my inventory to tell 😛 More shopping for me in time so enjoy! TOOTLES


Skin: CandyDoll- Lucy (only made for complete mesh bodies) @ AnyBody Event

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic deluxe

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Pretty reckless @ Collabor88 

Outfit- Sweet Temptations- Funny Girl Classic @ The Garage Designer Fair (April 26th)

Shoes- Essenz- Tripoli flats (slink and maitreya add on) @ Shiny Shabby

Stealing from the Wood

I Robbed The Woods

by: Emily Dickinson

I robbed the Woods —

The trusting woods.

The unsuspecting Trees

Brought out their Burs and mosses

My fantasy to please.

I scanned their trinkets curious — I grasped — I bore away —

What will the solemn Hemlock —

What will the Oak tree say?

I absolutely love fantasy poetry and this photo made me think of this poem that I had studied in college. Emily Dickinson is a very famous name which most will know so why not pair that with a famous SL name like FINESMITH? I hope you enjoy this photo as much as I did to create it. TOOTLES


Skin: Pink Acid- Doretta @ The Skin Fair

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe head

Hair: Tableau Vivant– Shiny hair

Jewelry set: FINESMITH– Galadriel jewelry set

Dress: Peqe– Elven dress in green


Inside every confident women is a Princess waiting to be saved


Skin: Lara Hurley– Fae

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Shabby hair @ Shiny Shabby

Jewelry: AviCandy- Diamond Royalty Collection @ The Vanity Fair

Gown: K E L I N I- Sophisticated black and white gown @ The Vanity Fair

Warhol Would Be Proud

I think the iconic prints of Andy Warhol are unmatched when it comes to screenprinting. I had the pleasure of studying Mr. Warhol’s prints in college and he was the very first innovator of pop art that we see today. Some may know him best by the campbell soup printing that he has done. Others know him by the multicolored prints of different people and items. This dress is an example of his work and something that you would probably see some pop artist wearing along the red carpet of some award show to give you a shocked feeling. The FashionArt Event hosted by INOVARE will give you just this feeling. The event is loaded with fabulously artistic designs from some of the grids top creators. I was honestly shocked when I saw how many incredible items were made that I wanted to show. I am limited on time; however, I am thrilled to show you just a piece. The FashionArt Event begins on March 1st, so I will have a little bit of time to introduce you to some of my favorites. TOOTLES

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Skin: Lara Hurley– Fae

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe

Hair: Tableau Vivant– Hatsuhi hair

Necklace: Modern.Couture– Allegra necklace in white

Dress: Nya’s Shop- SweetSmile Dress @ INOVARE FashionArt Event