Photograph

In A Photograph

We all tend to hide things well when we don’t want our deepest darkest secrets to be found. I think about this scarf on my head and how easily it hides my hair or if I wanted to cover my face with it I easily could. Maybe we use the computer screen like this scarf. We hide behind the screen so that others don’t get a glimpse at things they may not like. I have sat back thinking this week on secrets. It happens to be the things that we don’t say that end up hurting the worse. We pretend and we act like things are great when they aren’t and then when its out for people to see, you get the sad smirks or the nods or just the “how are you doing?” comments from people who never bothered to see how you were before this. Some might get angry with that, but I find it slightly comforting to know that someone out there does care. They care to know what kind of secrets you hide because maybe they will accept you for how you are and not how you appear on the outside.

I also feel like it is good to think about the times when you feel this way. Maybe as a reminder that you don’t have to feel like this or be like this anymore if you don’t choose it. I look at the people who are closed off and wonder how they could be happy. Maybe you don’t get close to get hurt, but you are part of the problem and the ones who hurt those who do like to get close. I don’t know if any of this makes sense, but its just part of the thought process this week. I would ask that people do yourself a favor. Be real and honest from the start and don’t let little white lies hide who you really are or how you really feel. A song of memory for myself would be photograph by Ed Sheeran which I have had on semi repeat for the past 24 hours. If you are going to listen, please pay close attention to he lyrics. They bring a calm that is a nice relief.  Enjoy and TOOTLES!

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: Tableau Vivant- Luce @ Collabor88

Scarf w/ outfit: SlackGirl- Penumbra scarf, top, and pants with high heels @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

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Fleeting Light

Fleeting Light

“Sunsets, like childhood, are viewed with wonder not just because they are beautiful but because they are fleeting.”

– Richard Paul Evans

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: Eaters Coma: Hair 65 in mocha

Bikini: Supernatural- Judy bikini and tunic @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Jewelry: Maxi Gossamer– Amelie painted beads

When Life Gives You Lemons

When Life Gives You Lemons

When life gives you lemon’s, make lemonade? ORRRRR I could use the lemons to throw at people to make myself laugh? I prefer apple juice honestly, but that isn’t really the point. The point is life just threw me lemons and I’m ticked! Not happy, but I can’t sit here and cry about things that didn’t happen the way I wanted them too. I think some people expect you to slowly move away from a situation that causes pain but I feel like it is best to just rip it off like a band aid. This being said… Welcome Tessa to the single life and here’s to finding out what SL will hold for me in the future. TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: TRUTH– Celeste hair

Dress: LaVian&CO- Weather With You @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Shoes: CandyDoll- Lauren in Banana @ The Chapter Four

Bench: Label Motion– Pastel Bench in Yellow

Doors: The Hive– Upcycled Spring Door Decor

Lemon Tree: O.M.E.N– The Smiling Garden Happy Lemon Tree

Greenhouse: 22769 ~ bauwerk– Voliere greenhouse

Bright As The Sun

Bright as the Sun

What do you call a person who looks at a glass as half full and half empty at the same time? They can’t obviously be a positive and negative person at the same time or could they? A realist would take the glass and just drink it until there was nothing left. The real question I feel is are there only those three types of people or is there something more? I feel like I am that something more. I look at a situation and see the positive and negative and then I think about what might really happen. Is it really possible to have a positive attitude all the time? I always look at these people as fake. There has to be times when they want to just ring someones neck. Those type of people just make me sick. On the other extreme you have people who can’t find a positive note in their life to hold on to. What do you call a person with a happy medium? A shopaholic? lol That could definitely be something said to describe me. Happy when their is a sale and negative when its full price? Lucky for us all its Fashion Week which means amazing deals at PENUMBRA with some of your favorite designers. You can get the new spring and summer looks first here. How can you not be positive about that! TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: TRUTH– Paola

Outfit: Entice- Whole New World pants and top @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Shoes: Entice- Whole New World heels (high slink add on) @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015