When the going gets tough…

When the going gets tough...

The tough slink into their beds and sleep instead of worry about other things. I would like to think this is what tough people do, but I am far from it so it may be more accurate to say that when awkward weird people get in a pickle they hide in their room till it’s over. I am hiding from RL in SL which is basically the same thing right? TOOTLES


Skin: Pumens– Manuela TMP mesh head applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: Magika– Empty Gold

Necklace: Maxi Gossamer- Esmeralda Gypsy necklace @ FaMESHed

Corset: CandyDoll- Rebecca corset in blue @ Collabor88

Panties: Glitzz– Lady Black

Shoes: CandyDoll- Jessy in Denim @ FaMESHed

Ruffle My Feathers


Pillow fights and cuddles. Tears and laughter. Frowns and smiles. Fights and make up. Arguments and agreements. Loneliness and togetherness. Ups and downs. Bad days and good days. We have been through all this but never thought of giving up on each other. Our life is full of sugar and spice ….. fire and ice.. BUT everything nice. We have been through the best and the worst but no matter what comes up for us for the rest of our life we are madly, deeply and crazily in love with each other. We are a die hard romantic couple….we are friends…we are lovers..we are best buddies.. We are twin flames…..Yes we are soul mates…..Aarti Khurana


Skin: Pumens– Manuela TMP mesh head applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: Magika– Empty Gold

Outfit: CandyDoll- Tamiko Pajamas in Aqua @ Kustom9

Blinded By Love

Blinded by Love

“Blinded By Love”

I came home and nothing was right
It’s been a while since a fight
Well, maybe tonight my need for love
Can blind my sightAnd I say things out of spite
Or I push you aside
No, I don’t know how to fix it
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heartHelp me to see
‘Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we doNow I know I can be tough sometimes
My words come out like knives
Cutting the space between us
And you try, yeah, I know you tryTo just let things slide
But what good is that to us?
Oh, oh, I don’t know
I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart

Help me to see
‘Cause I am blinded by love, blinded by love
And help me to be the one to guide us
Through the dark things we do

Oh, I don’t know what possibly changed
We were so good, so good
And where is the light at the end of this tunnel
‘Cause I am falling apart and I am breaking your heart



Skin: Pumens– Manuela TMP mesh head applier @ Shiny Shabby

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in glass

Hair: Magika– Hearts Like Ours

Blindfold: Cubic Cherry- Serenity blindfold in white and silver @ ROMP

Collar: Cae- Infinitie collar @ ROMP

Outfit: PEQE- Minnie in red @ ROMP

Shoes: Essenz- Pattaya @ Fashion Fair 2015

Pose: an lar [poses]- The Polished Series @ ROMP

With the weather begins to change

When the weather begins to change

Hey, just stopping by after watching the first week of high school football kick off. I can now sit in my chair and relax on Friday, Saturday, and Sunday and watch football instead of the computer screen. I absolutely love football!

On another note, I wanted to let you all know that Essenz will be changing up a few things. She is working on the mainstore lately and will be adding something. You can purchase every color separate or you can purchase each individual fatpack like normal. There will also be a complete fatpack of all 12 colors available. I kind of want to beg her for a fall fatpack this year. Who is with me? lol Also, Bologna in olive gray is available as a gift for group VIP members. The group is only 350L to join. I know some people hate to pay for groups, but you get a ton of free shoes and she is SOOO generous. It is completely worth it. GO SHOP! TOOTLES


Skin: Swallow– Roberta TMP head applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Eyes: Buzz– Bewitched eyes in ocean

Hair: Magika– Cardigan

Hat: Wicca’s Wardrobe- Emilia hat @ FAD

Jewelry: (Yummy)– Pearl and Diamond set

Dress: Wicca’s Wardrobe- Edith dress @ FAD

Shoes: Essenz– Bologna

Dinner For One

With all the work lately I am literally having to eat at my desk! Perfect set up here to allow that and really I am letting my introvert and worker hat slip on so easily. For the next week you are going to be seeing things from The Black Fashion Fair, Fantasy Faire, and The Garage Designer Fair. So much to do and no dang time! Bare with me people because I am going to be posting as much as I possibly can!


Skin: CandyDoll- Lucy (only made for complete mesh bodies) @ AnyBody Event

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic deluxe

Hair- Magika– Forever

Sweater- Addams- Cardigan with shirt @ Black Fashion Fair

Skirt- Bishes Inc- Ruffle skirt leather black @ Black Fashion Fair

Heels- Mundos- Marilee Heels @ Black Fashion Fair

Furniture-  Urban Daisies- Mesh desk, place setting, rug, chair, notes, and glass @ Black Fashion Fair

Flower for your thoughts

Everyone has heard the saying “Penny for your thoughts?”, but do we really understand what that phrase means? It sounds cute and kind of like a cute way of asking someone what they think. Do you know where it came from? It was first published in 1522 by Sir Thomas More. He wrote, “As it often happeth that the very face sheweth the mind walking a pilgrimage, in such wise that, not without some note and reproach of such vagrant mind, other folk suddenly say to them, ‘A penny for your thought.’” This saying didn’t actually begin to pick up popularity till much later in 1547 by a book that was written by John Heywood. Now, do you really care about all this? Probably not, but you have said the phrase before probably in your lifetime so here you go. The point is to say that the wise stay silent until given money for their thoughts. A person’s thoughts are valuable and should not be wasted. Going off of this type of thinking, I would say that maybe we shouldn’t give our thoughts out to just everyone. Wait until your thoughts/ opinions are asked for before you start running over other peoples feelings in some cases. Words of wisdom today and more shopping to do! TOOTLES


Skin: CandyDoll- Lucy (only made for complete mesh bodies) @ AnyBody Event

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic deluxe

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign in glass

Hair: Magika– Dreamy

Dress: CandyDoll- Daisa Dress in Pink @ The Seasons Story (matching flats @ Kustom9)

Pose: Juxtapose– Broken Grace pose set


floorplan., tarte, and apple fall @ FaMESHed

I Choose Fantasy

“Tonight, I’ve finally learned to tell fantasy from reality. And, knowing the difference, I choose fantasy.”
― David Henry Hwang, M. Butterfly


Skin: Glam Affair– Katra skin in Jamaica

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe head

Hair: Magika– Listen *NEW Release*

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes

Ring: studio AKINI- Farfalla ring @ SOU by Creation .jp.

Dress: Dead Dollz- Baineth Dress in blue @ The Fantasy Collective

Pose: Body Language by Sweet Lovely Cute- CloseUp Hands and Face pack B @ SOU by Creation .jp.

Roses are Red

Roses are red

Violets are Blue

Love never crossed my mind

Till the day I met you! ❤

Valentines is around the corner and no better place to find your outfit for your special someone than at Designer Showcase. I was impressed with all of the designs and will show more later. Please take a tp and see for yourself. By all means, dont wait on me! TOOTLES


Skin: Lara Hurley– Fae

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: The Mesh Project– Classic deluxe head

Eyeshadow: SlackGirl- LetsGo eyeshadow with TMP applier

Hair: Magika– Mint

Outfit: DE. Boutique- Love me like you do top and skirt @ Designer Showcase

I’m so Blue

I know everyone has had one of those blue days where nothing seems to go right. Today was that day for myself. Not to mention it is raining outside and just overall a nasty day. It isn’t even 6pm and I am tired already and want to just crawl in bed and pull the sheets over my head. Has that Blue song that Leann Rhymes sings in my head.  But instead… I am here blogging because it is my outlet. Even when nothing seems to be right about things I know I can come here. So….. I just wanted to let everyone know that pretty much all the major events in SL began today. You have Kustom9, The Secret Affair, The Liaison Collaborative, ohhh crap I know I am missing something. Project Limited began today as well and of course there are a few fairs to be mentioned in all of this. The Luxury Haute Couture Fashion Fair 2015 began today. Gosh long name for a long line of fabulous designers. The dress I am wearing is from *Preptopia* and there will only be 100 copies per color of dress. That isn’t very many so I suggest you go and visit the fair as soon as you can. Maybe go there while you wait on all the other sims to not be so full! I always try to plan my shopping trips this way. Call me weird if you like 😛 More shopping for me now though so enjoy and TOOTLES!


Skin: Glam Affair – Coral skin in Jamaica

Hair: Magika- Mint

Dress: *Preptopia* – Old Hollywood gown in Blue @ Luxury Haute Couture Fashion Fair 2015

My Dirty Little Secret

I am sure we have all heard of the SL Secrets website that has been posting, name calling, and dragging people through the dirt. Every week people post things anonymously about things they dislike in SL. When did SL become so important to do this for? Lately Facebook has become just as bad as this ugly website. People calling others out over drama and things that don’t really matter. In the long term… what will all of this accomplish? I see good people either sick over all of it or being sucked into it themselves. I hear reasons and all it sounds like is that WANK WANK sound that use to be on the old Charlie Brown shows. If you don’t know what I am talking about then just imagine, k? So here are my dirty little secrets before it ends up on fb or a some random website with some hateful people…

I am not perfect! That is my number one and really the only secret, which I guess isn’t a secret at all. No one is perfect and no one has the right to call ANYONE out on their stuff. Just because you feel you have a reason for it still doesn’t give you a right. I guess this could go for many things going on right now. If you aren’t on any of these social media sites then be thankful that you don’t have to read the drama going on, but this can still apply to anything that you do. You can see the wrong being done… you can learn from it and not do it yourself. You don’t HAVE to call someone out and you don’t have to choose to be bitter. I am preaching to myself as well because I have been just as bad before. I sometimes want people to see the error of their ways and I stick my foot in my mouth all the time. I am not perfect!!! There is a chapter in Matthew in the Bible that really has been a haunting stepping stone for me. It basically says do not point out the stick in someones eye when you have a beam in your eye. Basically stop being a dang hypocrite! Rise above and learn something from all of this. Be real and be who you are and not someone who is fake. Fake being pretending to be someone your not… fake also means being sweet in front of someone and then talking about them in private badly… fake can even mean that fake smile you put on because you don’t want anyone to know the truth of who you are or what your really doing. People seem to be very sneaky in SL and instead of guarding yourself to the point that your alone, it is best to just be open and trust until you have a reason not to. I am sure many think I am stupid for feeling that way, but it really has been the only way to move on from the hurt. Not everyone is out to hurt you and its the misfortune to come into contact with those that do hurt and cause pain. As I have heard someone say to me before… Do not let someone else define who you are as a person and do not lower yourself to something less because of someone else.

My take from is to drop the drama and move on.. learn to smile and be happy! Those who say they drop the drama but continue to post or make comments on it haven’t really dropped it at all.. you add fuel to the fire. Learn to have some respect for others opinions and take others feelings into consideration. It doesn’t hurt to have a little compassion even if others haven’t had it for you before. This isn’t an eye for an eye type of situation. Also, if you wonder why people do not want you involved in their company or doings in sl, then you should probably look and see what you are spewing. If all people hear are hateful mean rude things then of course they won’t want to associate with you! Learn from this and move on! I felt like adding my opinion of all this stuff on Facebook would only add even more fuel so I just posted it in my blog like everything else. I may want to also note that I am on cold medication and I can’t be held liable if all my words don’t make much sense. Just saying… TOOTLES!


Skin: Glam Affair- Amberly II in Jamaica @ The Chapter Four

Body: Maitreya– Lara mesh body

Lipstick: Pink Fuel– Red Essential Lipsticks

Eyes: {S0NG}– Chibi Cold Eyes

Hair: Magika– Lemon

Nose Ring: Soonsiki- New Age Septum Rings @ The Mens Dept.