Nothing Left but…

You say you love me, you say you care...

Emptiness. That is all that is left when little white lies are told to make someone feel better. The question though is who does this make feel better? It certainly isn’t just the one who the lies are being told to. Everyone has told a white lie in their lifetime and probably in the last week if you really think about it. What bothers me is when those lies build and build until it becomes something that is way out of control. I seem to worry about the white lies more than I should. You know, when you tell someone oh yeah that looks great on you and you just say it because if you told them they looked like crap it would hurt their feelings so you just say something polite. Sounds bad huh? Yeah well this has happened to me a few times. No one decided to tell me the truth which would have been a heck of a lot better in the end. I mean does anyone really want to be lied to? What you may not realize is that your white lie actually does hurt someone…and when they build it ends up being i love you and i wont ever leave you and then BAM next thing you know it was all pointless and your left with nothing.

Nothing left but..

I have been thinking about the nothing portion of this as I have been going out to meet people. I have been given one empty promise or comment after another and I got to thinking does anyone actually mean what they say? For example, I was out again the other night and met a guy who told me I was beautiful and so sweet and blah blah.. didn’t know me at ALL! He then tells me a couple of days later that he met this women who was…. and then he proceeded to give the SAME example of what he thought of her that he did me. I was curious of the wording so I went back to look at chats. Sure enough! Not like I really was worried about this, but I do worry if he does give these lines to some lady who actually believes him. What does a person get out of bring so full of it… I mean really?!?! So, I think this is a good reason for me to hide in the shadows most of the time. It is hard being mostly an introvert and having to force yourself out there when you know things like this happen. Maybe a slight fear for myself. Oh you mean you didn’t know I was really an introvert? Yeah well I prefer to usually be alone and writing like this to me is just like writing a journal for myself. I don’t think too much on who reads it. Anyway, getting way away from my intent of this post. TOOTLES!

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: TRUTH- Gilda @ The Arcade

Tattoo: Reckless- Haze @ Uber

Dress: Entice- Diamond dress in red @ Designer Showcase

Shoes: AnaMarkova- Mya Heels in Onyx @ Designer Showcase

Furniture in first photo:

Couch: Trompe Loeil– Alyce Bench leather white

Rug: REDGRAVE– Jonas Rug

Flowers: keke– paeons and magnolias set pink

Wedding Season

2.7.15.1On February 6th I married one of my best friends in SL… I can honestly say was the best decision I have made. We know how SL is always a revolving door where people will come and go and some fit and some do not. We sometimes hope that things work the way we would like and we try to force things into place. I have done this countless times because I am such a control freak on how I want an outcome to be. I can easily admit my flaws, which I guess is a good thing, but it sometimes makes it hard to see the good parts as well. Tony brings out those good parts in me. He knows the right moment to make me laugh and smile. As he knows… sometimes I want to smack the back of his head, but I think that makes us normal. I really like this kind of normal.

I had someone make a comment this past week about some certain situations going on and it kind of prompt me to make this statement… Just because sometimes things look rocky or because you might have a fight about which couch to use in your SL living room… it doesn’t mean that things will never work and you should just give up. Giving up may be what you like to do, but it certainly isn’t mine. Everyone has flaws, but its about embracing those and loving them anyway. That includes the person who made these statements in the first place.Just because you see something that may not be how you feel or would react, it doesn’t mean that everyone will react to it the same as you. That is the good part about SL… we are all different!

No, this is not my wedding dress since we didn’t have a wedding, but it is a fabulous find that happened to come at the right time. Maybe these designers had this in mind since I believe it is the peak of wedding season in SL. Valentines does seem to make people want to declare their love and what better way than a wedding. You can pick up this headpiece and gown both at Designer Showcase. The whole place is filled with things to complete any look you might desire for Valentines. TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Fae (Maitreya applier)

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body

Head: TheMeshProject– Classic Deluxe w/ the shops skin

Hair: Hair Day– Heather

Headpiece: Snowpaws- Floral Netted Veil @ Designer Showcase

Gown: !:Lybra:! Katherine gown @ Designer Showcase