Nothing Left but…

You say you love me, you say you care...

Emptiness. That is all that is left when little white lies are told to make someone feel better. The question though is who does this make feel better? It certainly isn’t just the one who the lies are being told to. Everyone has told a white lie in their lifetime and probably in the last week if you really think about it. What bothers me is when those lies build and build until it becomes something that is way out of control. I seem to worry about the white lies more than I should. You know, when you tell someone oh yeah that looks great on you and you just say it because if you told them they looked like crap it would hurt their feelings so you just say something polite. Sounds bad huh? Yeah well this has happened to me a few times. No one decided to tell me the truth which would have been a heck of a lot better in the end. I mean does anyone really want to be lied to? What you may not realize is that your white lie actually does hurt someone…and when they build it ends up being i love you and i wont ever leave you and then BAM next thing you know it was all pointless and your left with nothing.

Nothing left but..

I have been thinking about the nothing portion of this as I have been going out to meet people. I have been given one empty promise or comment after another and I got to thinking does anyone actually mean what they say? For example, I was out again the other night and met a guy who told me I was beautiful and so sweet and blah blah.. didn’t know me at ALL! He then tells me a couple of days later that he met this women who was…. and then he proceeded to give the SAME example of what he thought of her that he did me. I was curious of the wording so I went back to look at chats. Sure enough! Not like I really was worried about this, but I do worry if he does give these lines to some lady who actually believes him. What does a person get out of bring so full of it… I mean really?!?! So, I think this is a good reason for me to hide in the shadows most of the time. It is hard being mostly an introvert and having to force yourself out there when you know things like this happen. Maybe a slight fear for myself. Oh you mean you didn’t know I was really an introvert? Yeah well I prefer to usually be alone and writing like this to me is just like writing a journal for myself. I don’t think too much on who reads it. Anyway, getting way away from my intent of this post. TOOTLES!

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: TRUTH- Gilda @ The Arcade

Tattoo: Reckless- Haze @ Uber

Dress: Entice- Diamond dress in red @ Designer Showcase

Shoes: AnaMarkova- Mya Heels in Onyx @ Designer Showcase

Furniture in first photo:

Couch: Trompe Loeil– Alyce Bench leather white

Rug: REDGRAVE– Jonas Rug

Flowers: keke– paeons and magnolias set pink

Bright As The Sun

Bright as the Sun

What do you call a person who looks at a glass as half full and half empty at the same time? They can’t obviously be a positive and negative person at the same time or could they? A realist would take the glass and just drink it until there was nothing left. The real question I feel is are there only those three types of people or is there something more? I feel like I am that something more. I look at a situation and see the positive and negative and then I think about what might really happen. Is it really possible to have a positive attitude all the time? I always look at these people as fake. There has to be times when they want to just ring someones neck. Those type of people just make me sick. On the other extreme you have people who can’t find a positive note in their life to hold on to. What do you call a person with a happy medium? A shopaholic? lol That could definitely be something said to describe me. Happy when their is a sale and negative when its full price? Lucky for us all its Fashion Week which means amazing deals at PENUMBRA with some of your favorite designers. You can get the new spring and summer looks first here. How can you not be positive about that! TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: TRUTH– Paola

Outfit: Entice- Whole New World pants and top @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Shoes: Entice- Whole New World heels (high slink add on) @ PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

PENUMBRA SS Fashion Week 2015

Drum Roll please…. PENUMBRA introduces their Spring/Summer 2015 Fashion Week! You have one week to shop till you drop and go to as many fashion shows as physically possible. I can’t count them all honestly, and I will probably try to make a few of them. A perk of being able to blog for this event is seeing the designs before the shows and they are KILLER! I was very surprised and excited at the diversity among the designers and I with you will love them. Happy shopping!! TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin: Lara Hurley– Scarlett in dark

Head: TheMeshProject– classic deluxe w/ Scarlett applier

Body: Maitreya– Lara Mesh Body w/ Scarlett applier

Eyes: IKON– Sovereign eyes in Fjord

Hair: Entice- Kiss The Girl Hair in naturals @ PENUMBRA Spring/Summer Fashion Week 2015

Dress: JUMO- Villette gown in teal @ PENUMBRA Spring/Summer Fashion Week 2015