Change

9.24.14.4

It is late at night as I am actually writing this so please bare with me. It has been roughly two months since my SL decided to flip on me. Everything switch and I had to sit back and reflect on who I was, who I am, and where I actually want to go here. I had to make hard choices and some of those choices were made for me without my input or even wanting things to change. I went from feeling great to an extreme low. My blog even suffered to the point where I didn’t even recognize why I was blogging anymore. It had become a routine. No effort was really put into writing anymore. I just stated what I was wearing and that was just about it. My friends probably couldn’t stand me. I had become somewhat unbearable and probably still am to an extent although I am so much better now than I was back then. All of the things that I didn’t like or understand are starting to come full circle. I am not going to say too much on the subject right now, but things are about to change. I am done doing things for other people and done caring what others may or may not like. This is me and this blog was started as sort of a journal and somewhere I completely lost that fact and I still lose it from time to time and get wrapped up on fairs and new releases and forget about the enjoyment of writing and venting in my own space. Honestly, most will probably not like my blog too much after this because its going to be very real… honest… and just more myself than caring about what others think. I have needed this for a while and have talked about it, but now its actually time to do it. Stay Tuned…. TOOTLES

Credits:

Skin– Glam Affair- Cleo in Jamaica

Body: Slink- Physique Mesh Body

Eyes– IKON- Hope Eyes in Nymph

Hair– Clawtooth- Boardwalk Breeze in Dreamy Red

Lingerie Blacklace– Courtney bra and panty in teal- NEW group gift (slink physique applier)

Shoes– Glow Designs- Marie Heels in Mocca @ Cosmopolitan Sales Room

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8 thoughts on “Change

  1. I noticed the change right off, but it’s a good one. Applauds to you for going to your roots and doing the things that you love to do. If you don’t like what you do, then there’s no point in doing it. Stay strong, and don’t let others get you down!

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